A good question for me today
as I reassess moving forward,
whilst following my present reality
situation and maintenance.
The Universe tells me to still think
like a young man, to look forward
into the future, but always reminding
me of the limitations of Time.
This human life house of cards can
come tumbling down at any moment,
as it pleases and whenever it happens.
So what do I do now? Only have fun?
Don't have any commitments? Just wander
around aimlessly? I have purpose with
the Universe, it understands me... my
doubts about what I see, my humility
in front of what the Almighty expects
of me! So, what should I do now as this
year unfolds? I have traveled far from
where I was after my life's companion
was recalled to Eternal life. She cannot help
me anymore except with our memories
and all those left behind: my family! Again,
what do I do now whilst getting over the loss
and grief? Being on your own is liberating,
but every day the path forward demands
a new approach, a new direction. Now, today,
the future is up to you! What do I want now?
To be me! To live with liberty! The freedom
to decide what each day brings. If the day
needs flexibility, so be it! I have always been
happy to stop and respect all who are around
me, no matter how busy I have been. And some
in turn respond with:" I am busy now".
I am now looking at what I must do!
This response I have had thrown at me
many times! So now, I too am sometimes
busy. A leopard does not change its spots
and a shark only moves when it is hungry?
Knowing my own nature helps me. This is
what I must do. Enjoy each day as it unfolds,
do what I like and like what I do. The rest
is truly up to me! Whatever it may be!
