On my own and in the Now without your company
seems like another world, another time! Your
absence is present, painfully. Yet I know that you're
OK with friends and family. Working at my chosen
activity, with the wind blowing slowly and my boat
rowing steadily. It all seems so peacefully as the hot
wind blows and your text arrives unexpectedly!
You are Bar hopping, having a great time with your
visitors. C'est la vie. Each one of us has a life's journey
on which we travel happily, if in good company.
But what do I do now that I miss you? Then realize that
a break, a little distance, time to ourselves are all good
indicators of our freedom. And liberty, our freedom,
makes us grow in self confidence. In this I still have
some road to travel. You have been the instrument
of change and reflection on what life is truly all about.
Your spirituality has impacted on your being and it
shines bright for me! Let's say that this interlude
between our meetings are healthy. Let them be
a positive influence on our strong friendship. Going
forward seems now easy, even when you are away
from me! A certain peace invades within to savour life
as it should be. So even Now that I am on my own, I look
outside towards the sky and know that out there, there is
someone special, someone dear, someone to whom
I can say: 'buona notte, amore mio."
